My mind is a mess. I can’t focus on anything. I tried sitting this morning, but I was too unfocused. Thoughts racing from School, to India, to work I still need to complete, plus finding a definite sitter for Fee, plus D leaving on the 27th.

It’s crazy.

I have a plan, and everything I need to do written down… I just don’t… I can’t get the rambling thoughts out of my head. And the comments made by someone I trusted.

I want to be stronger than this–but I’m not.