My symptoms are getting worse. I feel so bad. Nothing new there I know.

I’m hideously depressed and feeling very lonely. I can’t make calls on my phone because it’s broken, but I’m getting another one in a couple of days.

I’m also very wordless, introspective, quiet. Sort of needing other people around to carry the conversation and attempt to cheer me up. To be there for me. Sadly there isn’t anyone at the moment. Sucky timing or something I guess. Sucky all around.

I don’t know how much I’ll be around. I’ve sort of given up–on everything.

I’m sure I’ll be okay.