I just booked my flights for India. Ook!

All that’s left is to pay the remainder of the balance… which I can do anytime now. I have my visa, my insurance and my flights. Whoah!!


This is all offset by the fact that I have my specialist appointment tomorrow and may not get good news. I’m really nervous and frantically trying to find the letter that they sent me… which appears to have vanished.

I know I had it when I called to confirm the appointment… or sometime right before then… but I don’t know where I put it… oh well.

I’m really scared. Really scared…

… and I don’t believe I’m going to India.