Since they moved Fee’s operation back, I’m having another “at home” day. Today though, I’m actually going to try and study. Ha! I know, what a joke. I have an exam tomorrow morning. Dave said I should stay for classes and let him be with Phoenix. I’m like NO! How could I do that to him? Desert him when he really needs me? Problem is, I’ve already missed a crap load of class.

I feel like I’m trapped. Stuck. Simply going down/hill.

God. I’m tired. I think I’m hideously depressed too–but it doesn’t seem like it. I just want to throw my hands in the air and cry. I have to keep up with all this stuff, and it’s making me just want to…

oh, I don’t know.