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Sometimes it’s the little things that make all the difference….
E is here. We’re now a family of five. Three kids and two adults!! It’s crazy. She spent last night safely here, after blowing out of her last foster home three nights in a row. It’s amazing.We leave for TN on Monday for a week.EEP!
明日の私の作り方
I’ve lost what … interest I had in … anything.The one thing I wanted this year is gone. I know I can go down later on Christmas Day and make a different day of it. But Christmas Eve and everything is already over. I guess I’m just really upset right now. This meant a lot to me. People don’t understand how much it meant. ah fuck it all.
I am so disappointed I think it shall be juice until Christmas.
The old days.
Only, I think I weigh less now than I did then.
Sometimes I wonder what I am doing. Other times I think I have an idea of where I would like to go and where my path is headed.
I looked so happy two years ago. Christmas day. What happened? I lost 40 pounds. Lost my family, gained a new one, lost and gained so many different things. *sigh* It’s been a strange time for me. I feel invisible, yet conversely I feel entirely too visible. I don’t know. Perhaps I’m just tired.
One thing is for certain, I can’t wait for the 24th and our trip down to TN and Paige’s house. Phoenix is so excited to see the boys. He already wants to start packing. I do too!!!
It’s going to be The Best Christmas Ever!
